Every day

“…If we love, we grieve, that’s the deal. That’s the pact. Grief is a terrible reminder of the depths of our love and. like love, grief is non-negotiable.” Nick Cave

August 8, 2019 (Journal Entry)

It’s been 6 weeks of silence.

Every day I think about her. All day. No matter what I’m doing. Every time a car pulls up outside my heart stops, hoping it might be her.

It never is…